Why, after only 4 years in the industry, I’m essentially giving up on Cyber Security

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Let me just start this post by saying that I do currently have a job in the industry. I am currently an IT Security Analyst 1 at the insurance company that I work at. Additionally I have a wealth of experience outside of just this position including development experience. Since this is a small insurance company I only make about 55K a year not counting bonuses (yes this is in the U.S.).

I am performing yearly audits of the entire 40 person IT department, assuring compliance with multiple federal and state data security laws, creating policies when I find we are outside of compliance, administering security training to the hundreds of employees at the company, and trying to manage third party vendor risks (we use hundreds of Third Party Vendors and I'm not even going to go into the reinsurance issues [business side vendor owners are the worst]).

I should include that I have my own website, I have a github where I've put a basic .Net web application, and I have multiple resumes tailored to either Cyber Security positions or Development work with .Net. I will admit that I don't have security or dev certifications but I can't justify spending another $500 - $3000 on certs when I've already spent over 40k on this shit bachelor's degree (apologies for the language but it has become apparent I wasted 4 years of my life and a bunch of money for nothing).

I've put in over 300 applications to different companies through LinkedIn over the last 3-4 months. I've interviewed with roughly 20. Made it to the final round in about 3. Only to get turned away at the end. I have an email folder with the majority of these rejections, hundreds of them. I can't take it any more, I'm tired boss, I'm so tired.

Keeping up with work, keeping up with the state of the industry, trying to develop skills outside of my immediate work load, Hack the Box, Capture the Flag, reading data security legislation, creating policies based on NIST principles. And I'm told every day about the workloads of CEOs/CFOs/COOs and business owners who can't fill out a fucking vendor assessment to save their god damn life yet I can't help but notice they get to go off galivanting around the company/city/state/country yucking it up with people while people like myself sit in the trenches of the new world's security requirements.

I hate this industry, I hate corporations, and I hate how I've gotten to this place mentally.

I love technology, I love learning new things, I love building things, and I love talking to people about those new things but that only gets you so far in this industry anymore.

TL:DR => Fuck this industry - I genuinely hope it collapses in on itself. As soon as a I have enough money to get a little camper and a bit of land I'm moving into the mountains and starting a small sustainable greenery.

Maybe this belongs on r/ShittySysadmin but in any case I needed to vent.

When all is said and done, let's not forget that camDown is easy to use, easy to maintain and that's the no joke!